AAnsoo jo guzri hui mohabbaton ki kahani hain; meray liya moti hain, un key liya paani hain says: its a verse AAnsoo jo guzri hui mohabbaton ki kahani hain; meray liya moti hain, un key liya paani hain says: which means AAnsoo jo guzri hui mohabbaton ki kahani hain; meray liya moti hain, un key liya paani hain says: my tears, which tell a story of my past love AAnsoo jo guzri hui mohabbaton ki kahani hain; meray liya moti hain, un key liya paani hain says: for me, these tears are gems AAnsoo jo guzri hui mohabbaton ki kahani hain; meray liya moti hain, un key liya paani hain says: for my beloved, they are just water AAnsoo jo guzri hui mohabbaton ki kahani hain; meray liya moti hain, un key liya paani hain says: im going thru a major poetry phase just something I'd like to ponder upon now...

Well, YS told me the page has 'extinct', but i didn;t believe him! eheheheheh
I'm so smart~

It's true that i've not been blogging for a very long time...I'm sorryy~~~.
Forgive me??? =)

The time now is 2.02am, at least thats wat my PC is tellign me...i've only been online for 19 minutes..hhmm... b4 dat i was out with my usual group of frens, ate, drink limau ais kurang manis, my regular drink in mamak stalls...then talked bout left eye lopez's accident dadadada~~

I'm kinda expecting a phone call, however i don't think i'll be having one. I just HATE it when PPL BREAK THEIR PROMISES. If you don't intend to keep it, then don't make it in the 1st place. YOU DON'T BREAK PLANS WITH FRIENDS especially when it has got to do with ME, the supposingly caller's GOOD GOOD FRIEND who has been 'blek-lizt' by Wendy.

My hand muscles are aching...mostly the triceps..
I went rock climbing yesterday with my classmate and it was soo much fun! I tot it was going to be some kinda tough sport but BOY! was i wrong!!! it turned out to be soo cool and fun!!!!!! I shall be going there this coming wednesday dat is on Labour Day with joanne....wonder if Wei Sern darling would like to join us....
heheheehheehhe

By the way, i must stop calling everyone darling and deErs cos ppl tend to misunderstand...hey, u know wat? I'm blek-lizted by Wendy for calling YS darling. sigh~~ ahhaahah!! aiyar! wat the heck! I think i shall carry on with this habit..It's MY LIFE and I do watever i want!

Darlings and DeErs out there, forever you will be my Darlings and DeErs!

I started my day today, yesterday...sounds a bit confusing huh? heeheh...practically, it was another sleepless night.

I wanted to sleep very much like any baby wants milk! Unfortunately, I had to face with my Public Law test at 8am in the morning...so, i must study, and i must not skip the test.

Took the test, it was ok..an open book test! I felt so proud of myself! ehhehehe..cos i knew how to answer the question even though i hadn't have the answer to the question in my book! hehehe...

As usual, class ends at 12.00 Half an hour later, me and a few more classmates went to the Parliament of Malaysia. It was more fun than the visit to the courts. I saw a few political big big shots! whoohhhoohh~~ i'm kinda soo determine to be sitting in the Parliament one day and debate like them!

I reached home at 6.30p.m. By then, i was totally exhausted from the lack of sleep, the sooo hectic day etc. I dropped myself on the sofa in the living room to watch TV but i was fast asleep b4 i even realised! I was waken up by a call from my friend, Diana. I kinda forgot what we were talking about. Too blur from the sleep i guess..

After the phone call, i was still feeling very tired but simply not able to fall asleep again. There was an envelope with my name on it. It got me by surprise! It was my IELTS results. Very happy to know that I kinda got the score i was aiming for. yay~~

As for now, I'm still feeling very very tired. Thats why, I'm blogging. I'm trying to make myself feel sleepy, cos I need all the energy i have for tomorrow will be another exciting day!

Well....i think the last time i blog was like a few months ago huh? anyway, i'll try to list the important dates dat i can still remember by now

11 Feb 2002---CNY eve---clean my room and my study room today! it's damn damn hot. i remember sweating profusely under this terrible weather!!

12 Feb 2002---1st day of CNY---sat at home..received cash from my parents aka ang pau without the red envelope! ehehe..my family tradition! ate a lot...it was a very very hot day too! sweat a lot too

14 Feb 2002---Valentine's Day---went out with my friends ie. Yunn Yinn, Wan Wei, Kah Li, Pooi Yee, Neng Keat. Celebrated Pooi Yee's B'day cum a last gathering for Wan Wei b4 she leaves from Australia to study. Had our dinner at Red Chamber, Bangsar...wic i do not recommend to anyone now! then moved on to Chakri White House, Mont Kiara for a drink. This is when some drunk Koreans who we do not know actually mistakenly told the waiter that they were going to settle our bill. So, as a polite gesture, me and my friends went to thank them and were soo embarassed that they didn't settle the bill for us instead for another table. So, the manager of that place appologised and wanted to settle the bill. However, thanks to Yunn Yinn's we have pride...we settled the bill ourselves, and were each given a rose as a token of appology by the waiter. Not bad wat... for Valentine's Day, we managed to get a flower each rite?? Anyway, Kah Li too is such a darling in buying a balloon full of heart shapes for each and every gal....how sweet! eheheheh

15 Jan 2002---Andrew's Gathering---BBQ outside his room balcony, had lotsa fun, stayed overnight there with a few more others. In the morning, we had Bak Kut Teh. YUMMY~~~go klang ofcos eat bak kut teh rite???

16 Jan 2002---Jasmine's Departure---She too had a gathering in her house the night b4 she left. So, we were there to say bye bye to her...then sent her off at the KLIA at 3 sumfink in the morning. Wen Yin's bf fetch me and joanne there...came home at 6am.

17 Jan 2002---Reached home at 6am, then immediately, without going to bed, i washed my face then followed my parents to a temple in KL. Then 'played' with the stuff there...was gettign grumpy cos not enuff sleep...then reached home at 2 sumfink. slept til 5 then went out again!

dats all i can remember so far...then rest of the days til today is all about hot hot hot weather and tests and study and not enuff sleep...borriinggg~~~~~

Today is extremely a hot hot hot day! Went to college as usual.

When college ended, I thought of going to pick up my glasses from the optical shop nearby Mc’Ds. I was with Vivien. She had 3 hours break so she accompanied me.

After picking up my glasses, on our way to Easy-Way for a drink, my favourite glass slippers broke. I was walking down the steps of Mc’Donalds when I heard a loud crack. I thought I stepped on some plastic comb and broke it, but unfortunately, it’s my Cinderella shoes….sigh~ no need to wait for Prince Charming to come pick me up by riding in a white horse because, my shoes are on their way to the garbage dump!

I really loved the shoe very very much!!! If only they still sell it anywhere with a reasonable price, I would skip breakfast, lunch and whatever I have to skip just to save money to buy the glass slippers…sad arh! =’(


Btw, I got my hair cut on Sunday, my hair is now in a big mess

sad arh!!

=’(
I know I’ve mentioned it many times but, it’s not often I feel sad ok!

Today is just as any other day except for this.

My classmates and I had our brunch at Success and opt to sit outside. We ate and suddenly, there was a paper plane flying towards our table. I thought it was from the guys in the next table. Nope. I was very wrong. The plane was from someone who had obviously flung their history. pssstt…got to know cos’ the paper was some kinda history notes.

This is OK. Forgiven. Then, another paper plane flew and hit my friend on her head. We crashed the paper and complain and complain among ourselves.
Food came. We ate lah! What else?? Then there were shreds of paper falling like rain. IT IS REALLY ANNOYING because, these papers flew on our food and drinks.
Even the stall keepers kept a watch for us on who was the idiot throwing rubbish out the window.

When we were about to leave, there were feathers dropping!!!! GOSHH!!! Do you know how unhygienic that is??? And something dropped on me. Something you’ll never guess what it was. My friends said that I’ve got the Grand Prize. And the ‘Grand Prize’ is an empty Lux Soap wrapper! Damn it!! Luckily there wasn’t any soap in it otherwise I would’ve have a broken head. Ok.. a bit exaggerated but still?!?!?!?!

Anyway, I saw Yu San today!!!! Heeehhehe…It was nice to see old friends again…I’ll like to add too, that I am not a traitor!!! I didn’t betray INTI! Ahhaahah…. Yu San looks like a little girl, like one of the very very new freshies! Now, I believe that looks can be deceiving! Heheeheheh…..

Just got back from shishah in pyramid just now and I am feeling damn HiGH~~

It's not because of the shishah honestly! I'm feeling high cos of Hypoglaecemia...low blood sugar level due to not enuff sleep. I had insomnia yesterday from the Seattl'e Best Coffee's 'Javanilla'. I tot it was just some kinda stylo ice blended vanilla but turns out to be a caffeinated drink! damn...

I actually tried to read some boring Law textbook but then it didn't even help a lil in making me sleepy. In fact, I feel more awake than ever as I've finally understood what my lecturer was babling about throughout class. I did make full use of my time afterall! Sooo happy

Then today, when i was having brunch with my friends in Shades, I bumped into Malcolm, Alex's bestest fren. hhmm.. but i'm not too sure if it was him cause he looked kinda different from the last time i saw him..probably he gained a bit of weight.

Got to know that 1 of my classmates is bisexual. Must admit that it's kinda shocking because i didn't really know her at all and she just admitted that she's 'bi'. Yeah, just like that. I made it kinda clear but in a twist and turned way that I AM STRAIGHT. As straight as a ruler!Female homosapiens do NOT turn me on at all although i do envy some who really have good looks, good body and also brains.

Projects have started and tutorials have commenced. My life is gradually moving on to a faster tempo.

By the way, I visited the people in INTI's SAO. They all seemed to be very very wacky. Wackier than I've imagined.

GOSH!!! This is actually a repetition of a pitas I just finished typing in just a couple of seconds ago! Thanks a lot to the BloOdY NeRD next to me, who switched off the PC when he could restart from the bloOdy CPU next to him! BUT no! He had to turn off the switch and turn it on again, which obviously both our PC share the same switch! BLOODDDDDYYYYYYY NERD!!!!!!!!!

At first I had nothing to write about. I was just telling about how the computers here in college are so much faster compared to INTI’s and all the goody stuff. Unfortunately, after the incident just now, I feel all computers, whether it’s Taylor’s or INTI, they are all the same because of the asshole-size-brain of the nerds found in the respective colleges.

urghh~~ I’m just soo bloody frustrated with this damn nerd next to me. I wonder if he got my message of “Stupid Idiot! You’ve just restarted my PC too unintentionally” together with my massive cold stare!! And obviously he hadn’t got my message and stare as this four eye (not meant to offend anyone who wears specs other than that IdiOT next to me now), size of an asshole brain is just too bZ checking his mail. OohhH!! He is surfing for sumfink with an E=mc2. How predictable shit!

Just imagine…if I had just finish typing a whole article of 2500 words in M’soft Word hadn’t got the time to save it, this bloody idiot would have ruin my whole damn day not to mention the effort i would have put into!

I guess I’ll not write about him anymore as he is wasting too much of my precious little time.

It really feels so darn good to be sO eXtReMely saRcAstic again with my favourite words BLOODY, IDIOTS and DAMN pouring out like nobody’s business..as if I care if anyone actually minds me saying it!

Quote of the day....
---BloODY Hell and STFU!---

wHooHoooh~~! I’m exempted from taking the English Lessons I thought I was forced to take!!! It really does feel good knowing that my English proficiency is at a ‘decent standard’ as Ms. Vani the English Lecturer puts it.

However, this has led me to crossroads. At first, if you’ve read my previous blog, I had already made up my mind that I’ll attend the classes at make full use of it even if it means attending classes at 8am on Thursday morning as well as the late class at 2.30 pm falling on the same day. NOW, I’ll have to decide as to whether or not I should attend these classes seeing that it isn’t necessary for me.

Speed reading, personal style of writing development and many more areas of English, which I hadn’t got a chance to be exposed to last time will be taught in these English lessons. This indeed has caught my interest. Unfortunately, the odd timing of the classes is really a turn-off.

Should I or shouldn’t I take the classes??

Anyway, my day is just like any other days. Did lots of thinking, but I sort of limited it to future prospects. My classmates and I discussed about a lot of things. One of it is The Ideal Age of Getting MARRIED!!!! Ahahahahh!!!!! Can you believe it?? I’m only 19 this year and we’re already talking about MARRIAGE. Yup

My gay eumm…no it’s guy…no again! Arrghh~ whatever…says that he plans to tie the knot by the age of 25 or 26…then I calculated for him. He’s 20 this year, finish his degree by say 24…do the UK BAR, go for chambering…. he’ll probably be 26+++ already! Ahhaah….he agreed with me later and said “yeah! I think you are right. Oklarr…maybe around 28 or 29 lah…” whoa….I’m damn good at influencing people, man! =Þ……as for me, although I’m still very single at the moment, I think getting married by 28 or 29 would be good. Sorry if I still enjoy my freedom very much at the moment….or should I put it this way, I’ve not really met anyone who can change my mind.

Tomorrow, I’ll be enrolling for IELTS. Hopefully I’ll get a 7.5 band or higher!

Oh yeah!! I bumped into James Loo and Poh Leen today at Shades. The 2 look really happy…They told me Ding will be leaving tonight…he had a small farewell party few days back. I wonder, when I leave for UK in September, will anyone send me off in tears? Will anyone miss my presence and my trademark ‘bye bye’ wave dearly??

I may say to everyone my trademark “Don’t miss me argh??” , but I know that I’m gonna miss everyone here very much. So, the next time any of you see me, better tell me stuff you’ve been killing to tell me about or you’ll just have to wait for another at least 2 years! Yeah! By that time, DON”T REGRET ARGHH??

eheheheheeh~~

I've been reading other's blog for the whole week and just felt my life is soooo.. dead.

My English test was actually an assesment. And I'll be attending English Lessons in class...it's not too bad actually. At first, I must admit that I felt like a sore loser, which I've not felt for a very long time. Then, I did lots of thinking. Thoughts on my life, where I'll be heading, friends, my feelings and lots more. I just feel so insecure suddenly. Moreover, competition is tight. I have vowed not to give in to peer pressure but not sure if I'll feel much better by standing on my principes. I know one of my friend has change 360* cos of it. *sigh* sad

Everyone else is just so 'colourful' but why am I totally the opposite?

As for college, I've made up my mind that if I'm going to attend those English Lessons, I'll make the best out of it. Yes! This will be a good kickstart in being less miserable.

Today i got my very first pair of glasses. Vision glasses finally...frameless and multi-coated so that it won't be too noticeable that I wear glasses...eheheheh...

The lady said that I'm lucky for I only need glasses at this age..going to be 19 soon! But, I think I would be even luckier if I do not need any glasses til I'm old, say 90++ if i live til that age!!

There's gonna be a test on English History tomorrow! Darn boring~ but nvm. I'll do my best in this 1st quiz of mcq tomorrow! As for today, I forgot to replenish my supply of Anti-acids...gastrics are terrible! aiseh..can't even sit straight right now!

Despite having to walk to college this morning as early as 7.45am and only to find out that class is postponed to 9.00 am, I still feel that today is a very special day…

Got up at 7.10 this morning and found out that dad has gone out with mom for morning exercise at the Subang Lake. Thus, I rushed through my daily routine packing for college…and once again forgotten about breakfast. Sis had college at 8 too. Both of us walked to college.

I knew I was going to be late if I continued walking so slowly waiting for my sis to catch up with me, so I turned around. She was still at the gate when I was already 3 houses away. Something caught my attention! Guess what???? I saw a full arched rainbow right over my house!!!!! Maybe I should start singing….Some where over the rainbow, way up high~~…..eumm…I forgot the lyrics!heheeh...shy ar!! Anyway, I tell you, if only I had a camera with me at that moment, I definitely would have capture that view and include it in pitas so that everyone can share the beautiful scenery with me!! =Þ

Reached college just on time and had wonderful chats with my classmates. This was just simply to kill time…One of my classmates came in and told us the venue was changed to I dunno where and all of us packed our bags to the lecture hall. I still haven’t got hold of where all the classrooms are even after 1 week of college! The boundaries of Taylors may seem smaller than INTI, but one thing is for sure…no one can get lost looking for classes in INTI but in TaYlors, I tell u, u walk up and down the 4 floors just to look for one tiny lecture theatre. I miss INTI!!!!!!

Had lunch in Success, no appetite but ate anyway. I think my gastric pains are striking back…as usual. I must remember to buy Anti-acids tomorrow! Yes, better write this down in my list-to-do! Urgh!! I have such a bad memory when it comes to eating! Eg: forgot to eat breakfast, forgot what I ate bla bla bla…

Talking about memory work, this nerd who sat in front of me today is SO WEIRD! The lecturer for tort told us that she’ll not give us any written notes, thus, all of us will have to ‘jap sang’! The nerd, was soo efficient in class that he even had to write down the rules on how to behave in class. Is that necessary!?!?!??? Esther was complaining about it..hhahaha!! As for me, it’s time to buck up! Maybe I should even bring a video camera to record the lectures just to be as efficient --> NOT!!! I still have a life…Thank god! Aaahhahaah…..I’m not saying that he is a loser either!! No no.

Dad just told me again that I’ll have to walk to college again tomorrow morning! Nvm. Since I’m just too lazy to walk in the evenings now, maybe a walk to college can help me burn some calories too! It’s not so bad afterall…..

I was wrong...I just finish reading Yu San's blog and found out that Yu San already has a boyfriend. Good for u Yu San!!!

Now, one more crossed outta my Still-Single-Friends List! heheheheh...Alex's too going to be crossed out soon cos he is eyeing someone oledi! heeheheh..the vcd gal is it??eheeheheheh

Well, 7th January was the 1st day of college and we had 1 whole day of orientation wic was rather a disaster! I dun think i want to mention it ere as there will be ppl reading it. Well, one good thing is there were 5 of us who were classmates since last yr in INTI. Now, all of us are doing our 1st yr law in Taylors. Ppl here is quite different if compared to the ppl in INTI. The lecturers here are rather informal in their speaking although without the '-lahs' '-ahs' '-mahs' etc. My program coordinator Ms. Rebecca Ong speaks good english with a bit of British accent. Well, frankly speaking, some of my classmates (most of them) speaks in english slanks and all forms of accents. hhhmmm...it makes me think, "Do they actually feel more superior when speaking in accents or are they actually so used to it" As for me, I speak like I always do. I don't really feel if there's any necessity for me to change my pronounciation of words just to fit in. I like being me!! heheeheheh...aiseh, i know this also means that i'm a stubborn person! but, I call stubborn, A CHARACTER! I've got StYLe!! hahaahahah!!! too bad lah! this is what makes me stand out from the crowd and I like it!! uh huh!

The for the past whole week, we only had 3 classes. It's feels quite good to know that many are my friends from High School who are studying in Taylors too! My friends kinda got annoyed with me waving and saying HI back to my friends from high school and INTI as we walk across the campus and around. Hey, there's nothing wrong being nice & friendly right?

Right now, I'm really broke! Although I'll be zapping my way to get hold of the bunch of law books but still, zapping requires money too! NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD. I must say, Yong Seong is rather nice in offering me money...YS: are you borrowing me the money or are you really going to give it to me but expect sumfink in return?? heheeheheh....=Þ Meantime, I'm going to have to think where am I going to get all the books required and read them before lectures...pathetique!

hhmmm...It's happy dat Joanne and Cindy are happy with their accompanies, Ossie and Andrew..as for me? I'm never going to go out with any pairs of love birds if there's not going to be another single like me! I went out wif the 4 on Friday nite and I was so not myself, not able to tell my stories and craps without anyone paying any attention to me! If only bloody Arun has come back from Penang then at least there will be someone i can crap with! arrghh~~Is this the sign dat it's been too long since i last have a boyfriend???? Well, let me see......GoSH!!!!I can't remember!! arrghh!!!! ahahaHhaahAHhahh!!! NVM. there are ppl who are also single like me eg: Alex, Yong Seong, Jasmine, euumm..Yu San, Fabian, and JAMES LOO rite?

OK! I admit! I miss......INTI COLLEGE and studying!!heehehheehhe...I like to remain unpredictable! You thought I was goign to tell you who i miss?? heeheheheh...

Well, andrew just asked me to go watch movie wif him and cindy and Jillian and Jennifer...not that i do not wanna go but i haf this whole book of Tort Law wic i still need to read by 8am tomolo. Besides, I'm broke remember??? It will be nice if pitas will actually pay us to write our daily journal. Don't you all agree? ehheehehhe..

As for now, I think i'll check my emails and chat wif anyone who is online...so, LEts all bE ProDucTivE !

Well, 7th January was the 1st day of college and we had 1 whole day of orientation wic was rather a disaster! I dun think i want to mention it ere as there will be ppl reading it. Well, one good thing is there were 5 of us who were classmates since last yr in INTI. Now, all of us are doing our 1st yr law in Taylors. Ppl here is quite different if compared to the ppl in INTI. The lecturers here are rather informal in their speaking although without the '-lahs' '-ahs' '-mahs' etc. My program coordinator Ms. Rebecca Ong speaks good english with a bit of British accent. Well, frankly speaking, some of my classmates (most of them) speaks in english slanks and all forms of accents. hhhmmm...it makes me think, "Do they actually feel more superior when speaking in accents or are they actually so used to it" As for me, I speak like I always do. I don't really feel if there's any necessity for me to change my pronounciation of words just to fit in. I like being me!! heheeheheh...aiseh, i know this also means that i'm a stubborn person! but, I call stubborn, A CHARACTER! I've got StYLe!! hahaahahah!!! too bad lah! this is what makes me stand out from the crowd and I like it!! uh huh!

The for the past whole week, we only had 3 classes. It's feels quite good to know that many are my friends from High School who are studying in Taylors too! My friends kinda got annoyed with me waving and saying HI back to my friends from high school and INTI as we walk across the campus and around. Hey, there's nothing wrong being nice & friendly right?

Right now, I'm really broke! Although I'll be zapping my way to get hold of the bunch of law books but still, zapping requires money too! NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD. I must say, Yong Seong is rather nice in offering me money...YS: are you borrowing me the money or are you really going to give it to me but expect sumfink in return?? heheeheheh....=Þ Meantime, I'm going to have to think where am I going to get all the books required and read them before lectures...pathetique!

hhmmm...It's happy dat Joanne and Cindy are happy with their accompanies, Ossie and Andrew..as for me? I'm never going to go out with any pairs of love birds if there's not going to be another single like me! I went out wif the 4 on Friday nite and I was so not myself, not able to tell my stories and craps without anyone paying any attention to me! If only bloody Arun has come back from Penang then at least there will be someone i can crap with! arrghh~~Is this the sign dat it's been too long since i last have a boyfriend???? Well, let me see......GoSH!!!!I can't remember!! arrghh!!!! ahahaHhaahAHhahh!!! NVM. there are ppl who are also single like me eg: Alex, Yong Seong, Jasmine, euumm..Yu San, Fabian, and JAMES LOO rite?

OK! I admit! I miss......INTI COLLEGE and studying!!heehehheehhe...I like to remain unpredictable! You thought I was goign to tell you who i miss?? heeheheheh...

Well, andrew just asked me to go watch movie wif him and cindy and Jillian and Jennifer...not that i do not wanna go but i haf this whole book of Tort Law wic i still need to read by 8am tomolo. Besides, I'm broke remember??? It will be nice if pitas will actually pay us to write our daily journal. Don't you all agree? ehheehehhe..

As for now, I think i'll check my emails and chat wif anyone who is online...so, LEts all bE ProDucTivE !

Well, 7th January was the 1st day of college and we had 1 whole day of orientation wic was rather a disaster! I dun think i want to mention it ere as there will be ppl reading it. Well, one good thing is there were 5 of us who were classmates since last yr in INTI. Now, all of us are doing our 1st yr law in Taylors. Ppl here is quite different if compared to the ppl in INTI. The lecturers here are rather informal in their speaking although without the '-lahs' '-ahs' '-mahs' etc. My program coordinator Ms. Rebecca Ong speaks good english with a bit of British accent. Well, frankly speaking, some of my classmates (most of them) speaks in english slanks and all forms of accents. hhhmmm...it makes me think, "Do they actually feel more superior when speaking in accents or are they actually so used to it" As for me, I speak like I always do. I don't really feel if there's any necessity for me to change my pronounciation of words just to fit in. I like being me!! heheeheheh...aiseh, i know this also means that i'm a stubborn person! but, I call stubborn, A CHARACTER! I've got StYLe!! hahaahahah!!! too bad lah! this is what makes me stand out from the crowd and I like it!! uh huh!

The for the past whole week, we only had 3 classes. It's feels quite good to know that many are my friends from High School who are studying in Taylors too! My friends kinda got annoyed with me waving and saying HI back to my friends from high school and INTI as we walk across the campus and around. Hey, there's nothing wrong being nice & friendly right?

Right now, I'm really broke! Although I'll be zapping my way to get hold of the bunch of law books but still, zapping requires money too! NOTHING IS FREE IN THIS WORLD. I must say, Yong Seong is rather nice in offering me money...YS: are you borrowing me the money or are you really going to give it to me but expect sumfink in return?? heheeheheh....=Þ Meantime, I'm going to have to think where am I going to get all the books required and read them before lectures...pathetique!

hhmmm...It's happy dat Joanne and Cindy are happy with their accompanies, Ossie and Andrew..as for me? I'm never going to go out with any pairs of love birds if there's not going to be another single like me! I went out wif the 4 on Friday nite and I was so not myself, not able to tell my stories and craps without anyone paying any attention to me! If only bloody Arun has come back from Penang then at least there will be someone i can crap with! arrghh~~Is this the sign dat it's been too long since i last have a boyfriend???? Well, let me see......GoSH!!!!I can't remember!! arrghh!!!! ahahaHhaahAHhahh!!! NVM. there are ppl who are also single like me eg: Alex, Yong Seong, Jasmine, euumm..Yu San, Fabian, and JAMES LOO rite?

OK! I admit! I miss......INTI COLLEGE and studying!!heehehheehhe...I like to remain unpredictable! You thought I was goign to tell you who i miss?? heeheheheh...

Well, andrew just asked me to go watch movie wif him and cindy and Jillian and Jennifer...not that i do not wanna go but i haf this whole book of Tort Law wic i still need to read by 8am tomolo. Besides, I'm broke remember??? It will be nice if pitas will actually pay us to write our daily journal. Don't you all agree? ehheehehhe..

As for now, I think i'll check my emails and chat wif anyone who is online...so, LEts all bE ProDucTivE !

okay.....I went to the funeral anyway. Dad woke me up at 8am when the funeral was supposed by 8. Got up, shower, packed all my comb, sunblock, socks, shoes and everything except for breakfast into my bag so i can deal with all of it in the car. Hey, it's normal for ppl in KL to comb their hair and wear their shoes in the car ok..so don't give me that look! haahahahh...

Reach my cousins' place at a bit past 9am...and saw most of my relatives and cousins walking in circles around the coffin. I was suppose to join them in the circles but eumm...i arrived late. phew! My cousins (the children of the deceased), my aunt's son in law, her grandchildren were all dressed in funny costumes. Their eyes were red from crying even the guys were crying..I didn't shed a tear..nope. Is that bad?? Don't get me wrong either. I wasn't happy nor very sad, but oklah i was a bit sad. In conclusion, everyone except for a few didn't shed a tear.

I sat in one corner backing the terrible hot sun! i was thinking, luckily i put on a lot of sunblock on my face and neck BUT i forgot to put sunblock behind my ears and behind my neck. So, i pulled up my colar to block the sun from piercing into my skin! I was the only one wearing light blue with a dracula collar pulled up! not that anyone noticed me...most of my relatives didn't give a damn of who i am anyway. Too bZ with other things.

I was so terribly lost with all the chinese tradition. There was the ceremony conductor who mumbled his way through telling us to 'kiu tiu' 'siu tiu' 'pai' eblebeleblablabalabl in hakka meaning kowtow and pray to the deceased lah! Lucky enough that i didn't have to do this alone and there were 3 rows of my relatives standing in front of me and a lot more standing beside me. Thus, i did wat everyone did. They bow, i bow. They kneeled, I kneeled. They mumble some stuff...but i didn't cos i dunno wat they mumbling. so i just kept quiet and did watever i could not attracting any attention. My relatives again, all started weeping.

The coffin of my aunt got transfered into the casket van. No one looked how it got transfered cos it'll bring bad luck to anyone who sees it. HUH! Talk about traditions and the NO NOs of Chineses Tradition! I know no shit of it until yesterday! Then, deceased aunt's children, my cousins, sort of 'pushed' the van along several streets. we the rest followed behind it was around more than 30 minutes walk until we reached the main road. While walking there was these ppl playing some music, sad one ofcos, and some of the neighbours stood outside their house looking at the big crowd, some in the coffee shops just stared at us.

My mom and I got into my dad's car. The rest got into a BIG BAS KILANG and another car. If my calculations are correct, there were 2 cars, a van and a bus kilang escorting my aunt to her final resting place. I didn't know i had soo many relatives, and furthermore, not everyone was there in the funeral. I know a lot of my cousins were not there, my uncles and their family were not present on that day but came a day before this last ceremony. ONE BAS KILANG OK!!! not bad for a Chow family! My grandfather is staying with my family now cos the rest of the family didn't want him to knwo that one of his daughters had passed away. My sis and bro stayed home with him. See??? I have an extremely BIG family!
OK i'm tokking a bit big.. out of the whole bas kilang, 10 were not my family members. They were my aunt's friends and neighbours..how many seaters can fit in one whole bus kilang?

We reached the crematarium place, there were 3 young female monks at their teens mumbling all the [i dunno wat] again while hitting on a hollow thingy wic goes 'tuk tuk tuk tuk tuk' , the other a bell like thingy wic goes 'thing thing thing' then the other an instrument like a kompang but is hit wif a stick. A man lit a torch to light up the "oven?!?" The body of my aunt was burnt to ashes...

Then they served the roasted pig in the canteen just outside the hall. We all ate it, the dog in the canteen ate it too. I had Siew Youk {roasted meat} for breakfast. ahh~ all of my char siew pau jokes the previous day just didn't seem funny anymore. Again, on another table, my relatives were crying again. SIGH!!! There isn't anything to cry about ok! She left peacefully..even if she survived she would have been in a vegetative position! Hello??

My aunt is a nice person..she would buy me sweets and stuff when she wins mahjong. That happened when i was still quite young, when i still hang out in my grandfather's house. My your soul rest in peace.

My aunt aka 'yee gu ma' Chow Yuet aged 59 RIP 31 December 2001

Happy New YEAR 2002!!!!!!
Well, my day started off with finally registering myself into Taylors! I got my good friend Cindy to accompany me there..she drove and under good guidance by ME, she did a perfect side parking. hahahah!!! Upon registration, we have to take a picture rite there and then for the student ID. sigh!! with a naked face and bad hair day, NO WAY!!! ahahahah...i knwo i know....damn hiau bla bla bal....
then we went to Subang parade to jalan jalan wif cindy and her bf....or not her bf....i dunno lar....andrew. Had Dome's for teabreak cos it was raining sooo heavily cos Coffee Bean is sien oeldi. Went home around 6 sumfink, had dinner, then slepy for awhile to prepare myself for a whole nite party!!
When i reached Cindy's house, the rest said they were leaving to Bangsar already...but we had 1 problem! Cindy do not have her Kenari with her so all 7 of us had to squeeze outselves in Andrew's Proton! On the way there....we were stuck in a not so massive jam! so, to kill boredom and time, we decided to have Arun as our victim! haahahah!! We didn't really want to pick on him, but he just seems to be so right as a victim after turning off the radio to listen to us gals behind gossiping!! SERVE U RIGHT ARUN!! =Þ
We reached Bangsar 30 minutes b4 countdown...a lot of people!!! We squeeze passed everyone to get to the middle...there were podiums there...when we finally reach the spot...this woman in white next to me kept swaying and it was OK if her butt wasn't hitting mine everytime she swayed her body to her left!! Bloody Wen Yin on my right swayed her butt towards me making me hit the woman's butt!! haahahahah!!!! i dunno if she almost fell or wat lar! dats y!! don't mess wif wen yin!!
had our countdown in bangsar..then left rite after. Funny huh!??!! Wat to do?? some ppl just wants to tell the world they were at Bangsar...me, wen yin, joanne n cindy felt soo weird...we tot dat party only starts after 12! but nope! we left rite after the countdown.....or did we think we were going to! Unfortunately, Arun and Angel left the group to somewhere else and got lost when we were about to leave bangsar...andrew searched for him for 1 hour...and thus, we left with nothing to do but wait for arun to show up. We left bangsar without Arun anyway cos Jo was the host of her party and her guests haf oledi arrived at her house before her!
went to jo's house finally!! Was bored at 1st...then took some drinks tok crap..it was fun!! We were there the whole night til arund 7.30am, we left for bak kut teh in Klang. Pandamaran is the place...
I must say that this year is going to be a terrible year for Arun as, his New Year started off with everyone insulting him jokingly ofcos! calling him Blek Pig instead of Brat Pitt! Black Pig haahahha....!!! Someone mentioned about roasting Arun and making him Bak Kut Teh...so immediately i tok about CHAR SIEW PAU leaving the whole table laughing histerically! Pooorr Arunn...haaahahah!!!
Reached home at 9 sumfink in the morning...shower read newspaper...then sleep lar! wat else!!
Aunt passed away on New Year's Eve. *Sigh* Not sad..didn't know her well... My very first family member who passed away in my lifetime...
My new year resolution for this year will be to lose 10 kgs b4 i leave for UK, study hard and play harder~ LASTLY,[WORLD PEACE]

1stly, all my siblings are back from their holidays and this is not good...cos....my sis brought back another bunch of PIGS soft toy. I'm beginning to HATE PIGS...but char siew pau is exceptional! ahahahahah...
Secondly, I've finally finish cleaning my study table! whoohhhoohh~~ my mom have nothing to nag anymore!!!!
I had lots to tupe...but can't seem to remember anything. But anyway, hope everyone will hve fun later tonite and welcome the New Year 2002 with wOrLd PeAce!

I woke up at 9am this morning..and it's also because of my dad insisted me to see him. after that, I went back to sleep and only woke up at 2pm.

Got up then..started to eat and eat and eat. Then mum asked me to go Grandma's new house in Kota Kemuning. The place is kinda spacious but still very dusty because renovation is still in progress. My cousins were as usual..a pair of monstrous monkeys. *siGh* or should i say intellectual monekys. once i entered the house they started to ask me all kinds of weird questions. What do I look like to them?? Encyclopedia????

I'm soooo bored!!!!! I'm practically a Lamer. Felt like ShiShah-ing wif frens...but too bad..no mood to call anyone up. Here I am. Blogging. IRC-ing. ICQ-ing. Email-ing. WHY isn't the person i'm looking forward to everytime i log on online? why is the time passing soo slow?? *DAMN* The monsters influences on me is getting stronger and stronger as i get lamer and lamer!

I think it's time for me to log out and do some facial..yeah! That's exactly what i should do now!!

Today is X’mas’ Eve. Early in the afternoon when I woke up, my malay friends ask me to go over to their house to celebrate Hari Raya…it’s was rather happening! I noticed that my friends (all girls) although have been driving for quite a number of years, but they do not know how to pump petrol! So, that means I still qualify as a driver myself.
We went to the Shell station and Emma Marina got down to pay for the petrol but failed to realize that the tank was on the wrong side. She reversed her car again and again til all the people at the station noticed our arrival. Hahaahha!! We managed to pump petrol afterall…not bad huh??? Later, we went searching for Taufiq’s house, he has 4 very beautiful toilet trained Persian Cats with brown eyes!! Whoa!! We talked and talked about many things bla bla bla
Our next stop was at Pn. Rogayah’s house, my ex-chemistry teacher. She had an accident due to the inaccurate measurement of chemical prepared by one of her students. We sort of bitched about many things happening in ex-High School including one of the monster teacher we have..I’m not going to tell the world who! We chat and chat eat and eat. After that, we went to Pn. Azizah’s house, my ex BM teacher and did the same.
I feel good having soo many great Malay friends. Well, at least they didn’t forget about me during all this festive season.
BTW, it is now 11pm sharp and I’m still waiting for my friend Andrew to come pick us up so we do not have to rot at home on this X’mas Eve. Sigh Andrew is forever late!!!!! Hhmm…I wonder what is everyone doing now…as for me, I’ve kinda dressed up to my 9s but do not know where I’m going to. Definitely it’ll not be dark places with a lot of lights! I’m kinda sick of clubbing already. Besides, the clubs are double charging tonite and the place will be soo packed and sooo smoky.
A funny thing happened yesterday! This guy, he was kinda sad because I rejected him ß and the funny thing is, I do not even realized that I’ve rejected anyone at all. The BIG question today is, [Can you reject anyone without even realizing it?] I do not know. Eheheheheh…it’s good to know I’ve not lost all my charms yet!! =Þ
To whomever who is reading this, I’ll like to take this opportunity to wish all Selamat Hari Raya, MERRRYY CHRISTMASSSS & Haaaapppppyyyy Newwwww YEAR!!!!!

Eumm...i've not known how my new lay out looks like yet...simply cos i didn't do it...
Thanks to Alex!! eheheheheheh..... now i haf new layout oledi~~
whoooohhhhhooohhh~~!!

It is only yesterday that I realized that going out with guys could be so fun without shopping or watching movies! Me, Alex, Chuen Ian, Ding, and Jon Chin went to Midvalley Megamall and I must admit that they are a great bunch of people to hang out with.
We were supposed to leave home around 2.30 but unfortunately Ian’s mom took the car away…so we ended reaching the complex at around 4 sumfink…guys really have A HUGE APPETITE especially Ding who needs to eat every 2 hours!!! We first stopped at Rasa Gourmet for lunch. The food was well…I won’t comment on it cos I didn’t have any. Chicken is not really my favourite…besides I didn’t have any appetite to eat at all…the guys especially Jon and Alex ‘love’ the stuffing a lot! Hahahahah……
Then we wondered around and took off to the arcade. The guys conquered almost every shooting game! The funniest game I’ve ever seen in the [ ] race!!! I laughed and laughed non-stop like a maniac ok!! Haahahahahah. Then we proceed to the Pet’s World. Nothing unusual there…but when we went to that Sex Shop, the guys were all turned on. Laughing and laughing without any particular reasons just because of all the funny looking condoms, key chains…. they continued laughing and laughing even after we left the shop.
Overall, we spent more than 5 hours in the complex just walking around. *sigh* I was rather disappointed because not many ‘Westlife’ were to be seen. This also happens to be the 1st time I go there without buying anything. My mom was rather shock when I came home.
SS2 was our next destination. I had a Fried Glass Noodle. Yummy!!
Oh yeah!!! Jon Chin and Alex are such perverts!!!! haahahahahhaah!!!!! They can’t resist themselves from buying the ‘fan pan’ bluefilms sold at the entrance of that hawker center. Hhmmm… I think it’s because of the effect after visiting the Sex Shop that left their fantasies unfulfilled!
We went home after that. The night was still young so I went to Sunway for a bit of ShiShah. We had grapes this time. I still prefer mint. Reached home at 2. By that time, one is supposed to feel tired and sleepy right? But no! I was tired but just can’t sleep at all.
Arrghh~~~!! Another night of INSOMNIA!!!! I just hope I do not suffer from this again today!!!

arrghhh~~~~~~ I'm SOOOOOO BORED!!!! "
" i still dunno how to do this pitas larr.....Alex lar! say wanna teach me...til today oso neber teach me! hhmmph! BIG BULLY ar!!!! ""Is the paragraphs working??? hhmm....better work lerr....

arrghhh~~~~~~ I'm SOOOOOO BORED!!!! "
" i still dunno how to do this pitas larr.....Alex lar! say wanna teach me...til today oso neber teach me! hhmmph! BIG BULLY ar!!!! ""

Today, I got this very weird SMS which goes like this: .[If u read this msg. u owe me a kiss,if u delete u owe me a hug, if u save, u owe me a date, if u reply u owe me all, if u ignore u're mine! So, what will u do? heheheheh] .And so, I decided to forward it to some of my friends, now, what does that amounts to? heeheh!!! I do not know! ...................................................... The worse part is, i do not even know who the sender. It's a mystery...This is the 3rd sms i'm receiving from this person, always gives me miss calls, but never tell me who he/she is. ....................................................................................................................Well, one this for sure is, I'm not wasting my precious time on finding out who it is. No way! Looking at my A Levels Final exams which is this coming firday, I feel so stressed out! ..............................................................................Oh yeah! I manage to annoy Yong today by pulling down his cap. I wanted to kacau Alex but, he was on the phone, so..nvm. i let him go this time! haahahahah....talking about him, hhhmm...it's been quite a long time since i last chat with him over icq! .......................................................And i thought i was suppose to be the one who is M.I.A. ..................................................... My exams is very near, I'm very sad because I've dissapointed my lecturers very much {=~( Hope i on't disappoint them again in the near future... *Sigh* Mr. Praveen, i hope this will be the 1st and last time i'll disappoint you. I'm so sorry! <-- writing this out cos i can't express it in person to him. I'm real terrible at expressing my feelings. *sigh* I'm just soo terribly sorry for letting you down. .......................................................Right now, I promise to work extra extra extra hard to improve on my grades! ................................................................................ ................ No one can understand how terrible i feel right now.

yup yup yup!! that means 'My name is CHU DE JHO (Chow Wan San in Korean!! Know where I learnt it from??? I bet not! haahahah................. I learnt a few words and sentences in Korean from my Korean friends. Nam Kee Kun & Quek *** Soh (aiyak!..can't remember his fullname). Went to college on a Sunday and my brain was just too numb to absorb anymore Statistical calculations..then, my friend Stephanie Lee went to Quek to ask him how to write a few chinese characther in Korean. So, I siBuK osO lAeRrR... ........ .......... .............. ............. ......... ... Quek used his Super High Tech electronic dictionary to search for our chinese name to be translated into Korean....the rest is history! .............. ........... .......... ............ ....... ........ ...... .......... ....... By tHe wAy, I wONder if tHE wORd 'Every day' is 2 wORDs or should it be "Everyday" 1 WorD. U knoW WHy??? It'S coS thEiR English ReComMendED tExt puT it in 2 WorDS, bUT, I wAs tAuGht that "everyday" is SupPOse tO Be in 1 wORD. ........ ........... .......... ............ ............ . eumm... as for my mOcK I dID vERy veRy bAdLY... ProveS I cAn't mAnAgE tO Do cOnsiStEnt Study! At lEasT foR LaW it is.......Do i still nEed to ElaBorAte fUrther??? narh, gUesS nOt!............ .............. .............. ....... .......... ......... oh YeAH !!!! the dotted DotTEd LinES rEprEseNTs the END of EaCh PARAGRAPH!!! It'S to PaInFuL tO Da EYeS not HavIng aNY pArAGraphs!.................................................................................................. .....................................Til tHe neXt TiME i wRite, YOSHIMIE people!! oohh, it means 'Gambate' in Korean or eumm.. Kar Yau in cAnToNese! ............ .................................................................... YOSHIMIE NIDA!!!!

it's a very HOT HOT HOT day and i'm soo ever prepared to fail my mock. no mood to write. [n] ere! ahhaahahaha

sigh~~ sometimes, it really makes me wonder...why is there soooo many ppl asking me whether i have a boyfriend or not... can't a girl like me not have any boyfriend?? shhheeeeeessshhhhhh~~~~~ and thats not all!!!! they even go to the extent "dun lie!! i saw u with this guy dat guy this guy dat guy" to think of it.... it's the guys whom my frens mentioned are more like the victims rather than me. i'm still sticking to my principes : study comes 1st... other than dat, everything's fine except for my coming exams!!

yesterday, i played cs with ian james phang fabian. yeah! and i suck BIG time..but this time i have improvement! i didn't commit suicide by jumping off a tall building.. ehhehe... i killed all together 3 - 4 fella and got killed infinity times in about 1 hour.... not bad huh?? hahaahgahgaha i've got a dull and boring life! dun ask me why... cos i have no idea myself! i'm still looking forward to 29 November, thats when i end my A Level Exam officially! whhooohhhooohhh~~! After that, i plan to take my IELTS hoping to score at least between 6.3 and the highest? very ambitious huh?? the requirements are at least 6.0 but, it'll be fantastic to score 6.5 cos thats where all UK colleges admits this requirement! hhmmm.... besides that, it would be nice if i can learn Japanese. By the time i master that language, it'll be my..4th language, i'll be able to understand Jap series without reading the ever soo fast chinese subtitles..and still wonder what it means! On the other hand, there's going to be the shopping carnival then! hope to doo lots and lots of shopping. This time, i'll get more handbags and shoes! No clothes for me this season cos' i'm kinda banned from buying more clothes from my mom.. nvm.. bags are much more expensive aren't they?? hahaahahahahha~~!!!! i've spotted this MNG bag which is onli RM 70 ++ last sales.. hopefully the price will reduce more than that so i can have more money for other stuff! Sigh..ofcos, by december, i'll have to make up my mind to either choose KDU or Taylors and register under the Law program. still wondering wic would be better... Well, this is not much of a diary huh? Must admit that this is more like a future planning...a goal which i've set in my mind... hhmm... maybe cos i do not fume much bout my past and look forward to everyday.. is dat bad?? I seriously dunno... but it's nice to read about everyone else's diary..eg: Yu San's, Fabian's, Ah Lek Si @ my mentor for pitas! ehehehhehe.....so far, i've not read any of ian's pitas but hope to do so in the near future.... Lastly, i hope ppl will stop match making me with guys whom i have the least idea of who they are....IT'S NOT TOO BAD BEING SINGLE U KNOW??? think of all the freedom ... !!! haahhahaha...no offence to those who are attached ok?? heehehe.... =Þ i must admit that being attached does have it's natural benefits such as...eummmm..... i think u know what i mean! lol0allalaal0..... can't think of anything else to write.. end ere lerr.. hahaahah!!

Today is such a gloomy day for me. Well, to let u know how i feel today, just look at the weather outside & u'll understand. 1stly, i woke up with a terrible gastric and had to pop in a few gastric pills which apparently didn't work well. It's caused of that i had to sit down properly and eat my breakfast..and apple! heehehhe... like wat ppl always say, "an apple a day, keeps the doctor away!" then, i went to college. Class started at 8am but i onli reached at 8.30am. My dad, as usual will offer to send me there..we took my sis's SLK (small lil kancil). =Þ The car is sooo small dat when i got into the car, i hit my head! To look on the bright side of this story, I feel like i'm sooo tall! Anyway, this is just a try-out page.. wonder how this will turn up to be!